Mental Suicide

Im stuck in this place,
The only way out to crack the shell,
theres no air for me to breathe,
just a six sided shape, to imagine myself out of

sleep is relief,
from the pain i must feel,
the darkness to watch over me,
only he can

shrill screams shouted,
by my hero of the night,
my last chance
washed away (by) the smell of defeat,

sail away,
black cloud that shrouds me,
day by day,
sleep can save me
from a mental suicide